just like the first time

so far.. he seems to be the one who plays the role of my FIRST LOVE..
giving me so much feelings that im only starting to feel for the first time..
how he hugged me tight then starts to treat me cold after several minutes..
how he kisses me warmly then his lips will turn cold after a while..
the way he tells me how much he misses me but doesnt txt me too often sometimes..
how he adores my pictures but later it seems that he doesnt really care at all..
i feel like a fool sometimes for still loving him and giving him all ha wants..
the moment i knew i hate him,the same moment that he txts me? all my anger turns to oblivion.
how a single message from him makes me love him all over again just like the first time..

i dont care anymore how much tears i might shed for loving him..
i dont care anymore if im loving a loser..
i dont care anymore if all these things are not meant for forever,i dont care at all..

coz i want to give all my LOVE..


...JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME..