MAYBE

maybe someday il get tired..
maybe someday il get tired of reaching out to him..
maybe someday il get tired of all his alibis..
maybe someday il let go of him..

maybe one of these days il realize i dont deserve him..
maybe one of these days il ran out of reasons to fight for our love..
if indeed it was love..

but i think..
maybe right now..
il just sit in my usual corner and cry till i ran out of reasons to..
i feel like i wanted to let go of him..
but i dont wanna lose him..
but what the hell??!!
even if i let go of him
nothing will change..
bcoz i've let go of someone
who were never really became mine after all..
maybe if i let him go,
he'll be much happier..
much better..